Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza: None of This is What I Intended (5/17/05) show audio

Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza:
None of This is What I Intended (5/17/05)

Sometimes, out of nowhere, it's like this moment of clarity.


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Artist Title Album Comments
Playlist complete, in order of first appearance (sources collaged and layered together simultaneously)
Jim ConnelleyDragonriders of Pern videogame music (SID rip)Dragonriders of Pern (1983) for the Commodore 64, published by EpyxBook by Anne McCaffrey. Software development by The Connelley Group. Game info.
Ken
My Fun (Justin Hardison)Portabello RoadOne Minute VacationsTwo copies. Field recording made in Portabello market in London, Feb. 2004. Found here.
Phone callerYou're blowing my mind. It's melting out of my left ear
Ken
Charles OlinsVivisection12 Monkeys Soundtrack (1995)
Michael Crichton, director & writer; Alan Oppenheimer, others, actorsScene: Infectious disease of machineryWestworld movie (1973)We aren't dealing with ordinary machines here; these are highly complicated pieces of equipment -- almost as complicated as living organisms. In some cases, they've been designed by other computers. We don't know exactly how they work.
John CarpenterGold to WoodJohn Carpenter's The Fog Complete Soundtrack (1979)Two copies. Incl. beach sounds
Jim RohnFilling Your Reservoir of KnowledgeThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnDesigning the Next Ten YearsThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Gyorgy LigetiJupiter and Beyond: Requiem for Soprano, Mezzo Soprano, Two Mixed Choirs & Orchestra2001: A Space Odyssey Soundtrack (1968)Performed by Bavarian Radio Symphony Orchestra
Jim RohnThe Art of Setting GoalsThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnDeveloping a Powerful Personal PhilosophyThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnThe Miracle of Personal DevelopmentThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnThe Five Abilities for True SuccessThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnThe Principle of AssociationThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnThe Cultivation of LifestyleThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Jim RohnThe Day that Turns Your Life AroundThe Art of Exceptional Living (2003)
Phone callerYou have to play a role. You have to be something you're not11-minute call, interspersed with Jim Rohn, Philip Glass, Ligeti, K.L.E.R.E. Light (Polyphonic Spree), Wayne Dyer. I don't like being subjugated and dominated. There's too much oppression required. There's this feeling like there's this wall between you and the world, and your whole reality is on one side of the wall, and the whole world is on the other. It's an oppressive wall, between everything else. You have to serve someone else. You have to play a role. You can't be all of yourself. There's too much oppression required. Exposure to radiation. Mental strain, abuse from the public, someone controls what I eat. The decay of the world. Doesn't matter how nice you are. Physical strain, obesity. There's not enough relaxing time at work. And then they can just fire you at any time. A waste of my life, sometimes. Sometimes I'm at work, and I realize I've just wasted six hours making money for other people. There's no real communication. Nobody understands where you are.
Phone callerYou have to play a role, part 2It's really hard to have true connections when you spend so much time in an environment where you're not supposed to be all of yourself. What about what I want to do? What about my life? Sometimes, out of nowhere, it's like this moment of clarity, and what comes out is undiluted me, unmodified. And I feel lighter, so light, lightweight. So it's clear water, flowing through me, not being repressed, not being restrained. It feels really good when it happens. I want to do something else, I want to be part of a pack, or a pack of wolves, or a tribe. They eat together, find food, and take care of each other. And I want to find that freedom, that clarity, in every moment. Cracks, caves, holes, wide open places.
Philip GlassTarget DestructionThe Fog of War (2003)
Philip GlassLow EvilThe Fog of War (2003)
Philip GlassBlind MolesThe Fog of War (2003)
Ken's Last Ever Radio ExtravaganzaLight excerptsLight (A Polyphonic Spree): 12/9/2003, show #281Two copies. Original artist being remixed in original show: The Polyphonic Spree
Wayne DyerTribe ThinkingSecrets to Manifesting Your Destiny (2002)
Wayne DyerWhat Obstacles Really AreSecrets to Manifesting Your Destiny (2002)
Ken
Phone callerThe steady diet of pixels and reflectionsIs this the steady diet of pixels and reflections, or is this the wind massage? The butterfly cake sale as the buffalo's...
Ken's Last Ever Radio ExtravaganzaPolyphonic Potato Head excerptsPolyphonic Potato Head (A speech irony plop): 12/16/2003, show #282Original artists being remixed in original show include: The Polyphonic Spree, Ken's New York City field recording, WarGames, The Magnetic Fields, Bill Cosby, The Who, The Breakfast Club movie
Wayne DyerDisk 2, track 8The Power of Intention: Learning to Co-Create Your World Your Way (2004)
Ken
Phone callerI want to find peace...life isn't a gameI have my radio on. It's tough to decide what to do sometimes. I don't know. Aww, man. I want to go home, I want to sleep, I want to find peace, I want to find happiness, pleasure, be kind to life, courtious, patient, patience is a virtue, among other things. Life isn't a game. Life is for real, serious business.
Ken
Phone callerGo to the window
Phone callerI'm at the windowand I see the tongs on the flaming coal... I see an 8-year old gesturing, gesticulating wildly for the 18-wheeled truck to sound its horn by dancing it out on the sidewalk at night.
KenNone of this is what I intended
Stephen C. BiggsBlue Max video game music (SID rip)Blue Max (1983) for the Commodore 64, published by Synapse Software
Phone callerVideo game (pinball?) sound effects
Randy GloverJumpman video game music (SID rip)Jumpman (1983) for the Commodore 64, published by EpyxGame info
Jim ConnelleyDragonriders of Pern video game sound effects (SID rip)Dragonriders of Pern (1983) for the Commodore 64, published by EpyxBook by Anne McCaffrey. Software development by The Connelley Group. Game info.
Dennis CaswellImpossible Mission video game sound effects (SID rip)Impossible Mission (1984) for the Commodore 64, published by EpyxIncl. Another visitor! Stay a while...stay forever! Destroy him, my robots. Game info. More game info.
Phone callerCautiously caressing itI relax the marble, the morph of which is the width of the world, finally touching it with my fingertips, cautiously caressing it, brush stroke technique of bravery tenderness.
Phone callerGo to the window
Michael Crichton, director & writer; Alan Oppenheimer, others, actorsScene: Leave the resort open - everything's fine!Westworld movie (1973)Central mechanism psychosis? I feel we should shut down the resort for a month. Oh, that seems rash. If we can't ensure the safety of the guests, we're going to be in desperate trouble. But we can ensure their safety! Everything's fine!
Tangerine DreamLove on a Real TrainRisky Business SoundtrackPlayed backwards, layered with forwards copy
Tangerine DreamLove on a Real TrainRisky Business SoundtrackLayered with backwards copy
Ken
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